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~JessicaBlood:iconJessicaBlood:

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Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 4:42 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Aquabats
  • Reading: Loveless
  • Watching: Simoun
  • Playing: Animal Crossing: Wild World
  • Eating: Wendy's
  • Drinking: water
Today my parents and I went to see my psychiatrist plus the psychologist who did my psychiatric testing. I was pretty nervous but didn't expect anything too bad. Well, after talking for a bit about cutting, ect. he went into the testing. He said that based on it I am female and that the way I answered the questions and stuff was in a female way (whatever that means). They said that they do not believe I'm FtM but rather I'm just so depressed/low self-esteem that I'm just confused or something :huh: Basicly they think I'm crazy. And also because I remember almost nothing about my childhood they think I might have been abused and neither my parents or I know about it. So how did I react? Well I cryed and just kept crying. I was getting snappy and angry. Did my best to glare at the two and show them my anger. The person I thought I was is apparantly a lie. According to them Jordan does not exist but rather Jessica is just crazy or something. I'm feeling so horrible right now. How can I not be FtM. I know I am so how can they say I'm not? I don't get it. So now I'm on anti-psychotics which make me really drowsy so now I'm all sleepy.

Also before anyone says they hate trans both of these psychs are friendly towards trans people.

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  • Current Age: 18
  • Interests: anime, drawing, shoujo-ai, gore, guro
  • Favourite movie: all Miyazaki movies
  • Favourite band or musician: Coheed and Cambria, The Blood Brothers, Fall Out Boy
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, punk rock
  • Favourite artist: Waita Uziga, Naoko Takeuchi, Koushi Rikdo, Horihone Saizo, Shintaro Kago
  • Favourite poet or writer: Douglas Adams
  • Favourite game: anything Mario
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rika Furude (Higurashi kai) and Utena Tenjou (Revolutionary Girl Utena)
  • Personal Quote: What was Professor Utonium doing making little girls in the first place?!!

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~DemonedAway:iconDemonedAway: Apr 27, 2008, 2:16:06 AM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED <33

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~JessicaBlood:iconJessicaBlood: Apr 24, 2008, 2:33:36 PM
You're welcome. I just couldn't resist a Rika and Hanyuu picture^^

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*puda-party:iconpuda-party: Apr 21, 2008, 11:14:31 AM
Hello :wave:
Thanks so much for :+fav:
:glomp: :heart:

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~faeriecats:iconfaeriecats: Apr 12, 2008, 9:10:54 PM
Hey how are you.
:)

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~Bad girl Jess~
~JessicaBlood:iconJessicaBlood: Apr 10, 2008, 1:38:54 PM
I just HAD to save that :P Moe Kaiji is so wrong...yet so cute xD

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It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dream of yesterday is the hope of today and the reality of tomorrow.
Robert H. Goddard (1882 - 1945)
~JessicaBlood:iconJessicaBlood: Apr 9, 2008, 4:11:45 PM
Welcome^^ I love your photos

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It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dream of yesterday is the hope of today and the reality of tomorrow.
Robert H. Goddard (1882 - 1945)
~bree-chan1:iconbree-chan1: Apr 8, 2008, 9:57:10 PM Mood: Joy
thanks for the fav!
*ekocola:iconekocola: Apr 8, 2008, 7:55:03 PM
thanks for the favorite
~Natsuki-ki-ki:iconNatsuki-ki-ki: Mar 24, 2008, 9:14:38 PM
Thanks for the fav

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~fakgonxalex:iconfakgonxalex: Feb 15, 2008, 2:24:50 PM
thanks for the watch!!
~Mon-vs-Tiburones:iconMon-vs-Tiburones: Feb 4, 2008, 3:51:07 PM Mood: Optimism
Hey, this is Mon!

Thanks for your pic you've drawn for me!

Your Gallery is nice!

See you in IB[link]
Optimism,

Mon

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~xxFULLYALIVE:iconxxFULLYALIVE: Jul 23, 2007, 10:22:45 PM Mood: Affection
Thank you for the watch! And welcome to Deviantart =)

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~Saphirawolf:iconSaphirawolf: Jul 17, 2007, 6:10:19 AM Mood: Affection
Welcom to D.A!!!


nice art thanks for the coment!!
~deadlykitty111:icondeadlykitty111: Jul 16, 2007, 3:36:26 AM
welcome to DA, by the way.

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